Who Am I?
Dr. Ihaleakala Hew Len says this about
the meaning of Life, “The only purpose in your life and mine is the
restoration of our Identity, our mind, back to its original state of void, or
zero, of purity of heart, through non-stop cleaning. It is in the void,
at zero, where Divine Love resides, providing inspiration for perfect
relationships, perfect health, and perfect wealth…. Only Divine Love can
transmute toxic memories into pure energies. Divine Love is the only source
of Inspiration and enlightenment...” Dr. Ihaleakala says answering this one
question is the most important thing we must accomplish in our lifetime. It is…
Who Am I?
Who
Am I? I am absolute, Divine Love, radiant, Sacred Light, and perfect Cosmic Christos Consciousness manifest in this physical form in this time/space reality in
order to have the ideal life experiences to develop my Soul just like you. That
is the truth of who I am. While in this material realm I am performing many
roles like daughter, sister, wife, mother, friend, lover, healer, speaker,
author, homemaker, chauffeur, chef, runner, teacher, and list could go on and
on. But, these roles I engage in are not who I am. They are merely the parts I get to play
while on the stage of LIFE.
The
mind and the body function as the crystal prism. It is mostly through the mind
that we are divided into ‘the many’. Therefore, it is through the mind that we
can bring ‘the many’ back into ‘the One’. Change must first happen at the level
of the mind in order for us to remember the truth of which we are created. We
are not separate from God or each other at all. Truthfully, we are all
intimately connected. A good analogy of this spiritual truth is the oak tree.
This great tree divides its life into thousands of little acorns, each having
the potentiality to become a mighty oak tree when they are immersed into the
soil and nourished. So it is with God. God breaks his ‘Oneness’ into fractions,
or ‘seeds’, Cosmic Christos Consciousnesses, and imparts these fragments into
every human soul, this ancient Sacred Light is within us all. “We are like the little branch that quivers
during a storm, doubting our strength and forgetting that we are the
tree-deeply rooted to withstand all life’s upheavals.” (Dodinsky) We
are a reflection of our Creator; the microcosm is the mirror image of the
Macrocosm.
This
blog and my book, Sacred Light, are both about my journey to find ‘myself’. I
will be sharing excerpts from my book each week in this blog. I will be going
through each chapter, although not in order, to say what I want to say
concerning each one. This will be a year long voyage through my memoir. There
are 52 chapters in my book and 52 weeks in a year. I plan on reviewing them
all. This
post is from chapter zero. I started my book with chapter ‘zero’ for a
significant reason. Zero represents the void from which we all come and to
which we will all return; therefore, zero represents everything and nothing all
at once. Zero represents the oneness we are all seeking. “I and my Father
are one”
is a statement Jesus made in John 10:30. (17) It is a momentous statement
about all of us. Our essential connection to God is what makes us all
exceptionally powerful! This power manifests from within us when we remember,
acknowledge, and live this transcendent truth; we are all ‘the one’. Our quest
in life is to be mindful of this before we breathe our last precious breath,
and go home into the beautiful, lucid, white, Sacred Light of God from which we
were created. Marianne Williamson, in her
book A Return to Love said, “Our
deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are
powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens
us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented,
and fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your
playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about
shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant
to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that
is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let
our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the
same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically
liberates others.”
I
didn’t always understand, or appreciate, the fact that I am truly powerful.
Actually, for most of my life, I felt very powerless. I was unaware of this
celestial spark of heavenly Sacred Light wanting to shine luminously forth from
within me until I was awakened. At first, I was terrified to leave the well
worn path of Mormonism for one that was new, unfamiliar, and unproven.
Nonetheless, I left. Leaving was the beginning of my awakening to the truth of
who I am. It guided me to the discovery of my authentic Self; it led me to the
realization of the certainty of who I am. I AM Peace, I AM Divine Love, I AM
Joy, and I AM Sacred Light. Now, I identify with that Sacred Light within me.
That is who I AM. That is my true self, my Sacred Self, my exact identity. It
is who you truly are too.
It wasn’t
until I was completely broken physically, spiritually, and emotionally, that I
had the comprehension, I was truly in control of my own life, my future, and my
destiny. I was 100% responsible for my Life, no one else! If I was despondent
it was up to me to fix it! Now that I had all of my power back, I could clearly
see that, naively, I had given all of my power away to outside influences,
blaming them for my unhappiness. Finally, I was able to look closely at, and
investigate, my beliefs, my values, and my viewpoints on Life with unbiased
eyes. I had reached rock bottom. I thought I had nothing left to lose.
Surprisingly, in the end, I would lose my religion; which in turn, helped me
lose my fear of God, and my fear of death. Those were two magnificently
powerful presents! They unlocked, opened, and freed my mind.
My objective and purpose for candidly sharing
my story in my book and in this blog is first and foremost to repair my wounded Soul from the devastation
it experienced when I learned that all I had been taught, and was teaching my
children, was in fact a lie. In these posts I am writing what I have not been
able to say to my extended family, my friends, my children, or my husband Randy, but which
must be spoken by my lips in order for my broken heart to heal. Secondly, my
intention is to assist others in awakening to the awareness that they are
already enlightened beings illuminated with a majestic, Sacred Light from deep
within them.
My main message in my book and in this
blog is that we are more than just the body, the mind, our past, our future,
our possessions, and our experiences in Life, so much more! We are intensely
connected to a power greater than us, and it is always available for us to
employ.
Anita Moorjani said it so excellently in her book, Dying to be
Me. She says, “In truth, I’m not my
body, my race, religion, or other beliefs, and neither is anyone else. The real
self is infinite and much more powerful, a complete and whole entity that isn’t
broken or damaged in any way. The infinite me already contains all the
resources I need to navigate through life, because I’m One with Universal
energy. In fact, I AM Universal energy.” This is what I have been able
to discover as well since journeying on this mystical, spiritual path; we are
all one with Universal energy, the void, the zero point, the Divine, and that
is what we will all return to when the body ceases to function. I have faith
that my book and this blog will be of assistance to facilitate that ‘remembering’ for someone,
because this truth is staggeringly important to realize. The assurance is we
are only Divine Love energy and Sacred Light energy, which makes us fabulously
and enormously powerful!
Until next week, Namaste!
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www.sacredlights.net
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